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Losing control of myself
To find myself again
I don't know how to get that
Experience made me annoying
Sick of the dark ways erase myself
Feels like I will never leave this place
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Let me take back myself again
I've given up
I'm sick of living
There is nothing you can say
It's broken Jesus
Cause I know it takes long time where you go
It takes hard time what you bleed
You're down here, then you rise again
Shut your mouth up
Cause I know it takes long time where you go
It takes hard time what you bleed
You're down here, then you rise again
Put me out of my misery
Losing control of myself
To find myself again
I don't know how to get that
Experience made me annoying
Your time has come to be replaced
Your time has come to be erased
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be So I'm
Cause I know it takes long time where you go
It takes hard time what you bleed
You're down here, then you rise again
Shut your mouth up
Cause I know it takes long time where you go
It takes hard time what you bleed
You're down here, then you rise again
＜対訳＞
いつからだろう　馬鹿正直に答を出せなくなったのは
経験が邪魔をして　機敏さを失っている
失敗したら死ねばいいんだと　そう言い聞かせてここまで来たのに
今さら生き長らえようとするなんて
どれほどの迷い　どれだけの決意　真実とはなんだ
あれから長い年月を経て　俺はここに立っている
描いた夢の通りではないかもしれない　そんなことはどうでもいい
今　この歌でしか護れないものがある
いつまでも無鉄砲で　自信にあふれたフリをしていれば良かったのに
この詩を書き残すこと自体、やはり馬鹿正直なのかもしれない