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If god is just and fair
Why wasn’t my heart spared
I’ve waited all my life
To see this holy light
You’re smothering my eyes
I wanna see it I wanna feel it
The harder that I pray
The more you make it rain
I’m soaked in all this pain
Forgive me for drowning
Deafen me with your voice
You stuffed me with this void
And If I’ve done you wrong
by not enduring this pain
Well where were you and
all your eternal holy grace
I’ve been sitting on your front porch
Knocking on your front door
Knocking ‘till my knuckles go red raw
I’ve been sitting in the ether
Looking for belief I’m
Lost like a whistle in the wind
I’ve been kneeling on my bare bones
Speaking with my eyes closed
Keeping both my knuckles
pressing my nose
But nothing that I ever do
Will close this hole inside of me
If you are just and fair
Why won’t you meet me there
And If I’ve done you wrong
by not enduring this pain
Well where were you and
all your eternal holy grace
How many tear stained sonatas
must I sing for you to see
I never believed in you
because you never believed in meet