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It's after hours
at that glamorous blind spot
Where they're taking it easy
swapping personal experiences
Let's listen in America Today
Life of the party mhm
'til I almost cry mhm
It's the life of the party
to think I could've almost died
Lord help us
Hey Miss Donda
You run into my mama
please tell her I said
Say something
I'm startin' to believe
ain't no such thing
as Heaven's trumpets
No after-over this is it done
If there's a Heaven
you would think
they'd let ya speak
to your son
Maybe she has in the form
of a baby's laugh
I heard passing by in a stroller
remindin' me Hey keep rolling
I don't know maybe she has
with a prick of a blade of grass
I've been layin' on way
too long got me itchy
Got up and roamed a lil' more
Miss Donda you see my mama
tell her I'm lost
You see she'd always
light a cigarette
we talk I would cough
Exaggeratin' a lil' bit
so she get the point
Tryna get her to stop smokin'
I would leave and fire up a joint
'Til I quit started back up
again twenty years later
All that time
y'all thought a nigga was high
thought I was crazy
My mom she ain't cut no corners
Got me back on track
I don't miss her overstepping
But do miss her showin'
Seven civilian life shit
Ah Miss Donda you see my mama
whisper her this
The real reason
I was geeked to go to church
Must confess
when y'all grown-ups
would be in Bible study
That girl helping me
with my homework
Her and I were fuckin'
So pure and perverted
so spirit spinning and dirty
So on so on and so on
we hoped that no one heard us
Sh-sh ah ah
And to this day
I think her mama knew
but let us explore
Miss Donda you see my father
please ask him
why he never married
Always smiled
but was he happy inside
Because I carried
my mother's name
did he carry shame with him
I'm sure
she did it out of spite
it was her decision at birth
Shit she probably was hurt
ah poor baby
Two young people with different
views a lot for a young lady
No coincidence they both passed
away from heart conditions
There's a dissidence at play
dad and mom do hard division
Three Thou' poster child for
big dick niggas raised
by their mothers
I'm supposed to smile
as if God knew
that I would be troubled
Keeps me around
for what I don't know
But I do know that it's crucial
that we do so pronto
I don't know how much long though
Straight from Shibuya on some zen
We back ramped up we on ten
It's a marathon and look
we comin' for the win
Just like Puff told Christopher
we gon' win big C'mon
Put the whole family on
look at what my Kim did
Just like Puff told Christopher
we gon' win big Uh
We gon' win big What
Southside gang mentality way heavy
I was thinkin' out the box
even in a Box Chevy
And my favorite art teacher name
was Mrs Levy
'Round the time
I learned to put my feelings
to a medley
The life of the party
I ain't turn in homework
for like four months
and I bet she let me
She saw the vision
Yeezy you special
go make your own
decisions then
Man that was a good choice
faith driving us
like a Rolls Royce
They tried to take
my voice away
I ain't try to take ya
choice away
I just prayed the water break
just for my daughter sake
from a slip-up
Fake signatures from fake
managers it all damage her
good Lord
Give 'em enough
of they own rope
to hang 'em with
The paparazzi never really got
what my angle is
They treat my married life
like some type of entanglement
My neighbor still dissin'
wonderin' why I ain't sayin' it
I can smell the setup
that's that 2Pac in Vegas hit
I revealed myself
and some don't know
what to make of it
God has said himself to make
sure that the baby live
And if Ye ain't here
then tell me
who gonna say this here
Wait a minute wait a minute
wait a goddamn minute
Let me stop playing with it
hopped in a Lamb' with it
Hopped in a Lamb' with it
in a damn pandemic
Know that Uncle Sam gotta
have his damn hand in it
Listen straight from Shibuya
on some zen
I'm on ten
it's a marathon and look
we comin' for the win
Just like Puff told Christopher
we gon' win big C'mon
Put the whole family on
look at what my Kim did
Just like Puff told Christopher
we gon' win big Uh
We gon' win big What
Do y'all feel me Really
Get off Scott Free
I'm talking Ridley
Get off our knees
that's if you're with me
Get off your knees
that's if you're with me
Get off your knees
and let's get free
Get off your knees
and let's get free
Really I mean really
Really I mean really
I need release
I don't need police
I'm like Nigga puh-lease
Y'all can't hear me
Harmonizing for the real me
For the real me I mean mhmm-mm
Alright it's gonna shoot us
in the- woah uh-oh uh-oh
Ready mama Yup
I'm so proud of you yup
you're gonna have so much fun
They gonna shoot us in the air
mama okay
C'mon P I got you
it's okay mama
Hold your head back
hold your head back
Three two one
Daddy's here daddy's here
daddy's right here
It's okay mama daddy's here
daddy here
Help help daddy's right here
I'm scared
Okay okay I got you it's okay
Okay we goin' slow
we goin' slow down
It's okay stop cryin'
daddy got you see it's over
you did it P
You already did it See
It's already over Yay You did it
Big Girl It's already over
It's already over
it's already over
Daddy right here daddy right here
I told you I'm not gon' let you go
I'm not gon' let you go
mama okay
Daddy got you daddy gon' bring
us all the way down okay
How was it We good
You did a good job It was scary
Good job Our daughter got
more heart than you