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Shit thinking bout my past
Bringing tears to my eyes
Ion never wanna go back
Hard times
Never
I still remember them nights
having cold showers at winter
I was born a loser
but I gotta die a winner
And I still remember them times
mama crying in the kitchen
I had to cover up my ears
cuz I just couldn't listen
But I always stayed ambitious
knew I'd be somebody one day
I was expanding my dreams
listening to lil wayne
Dropped outta school
cuz I had a dream for me to chase
My closest homie acting foolish
it will never phase me
I was mad at the world
I was mad at the lord
why my life had to be this way
Daddy locked up in a cage
Mama started pimping
she ain't wanna do that shit
but did that shit just for to get paid
I remember nights
without my daddy
I remember nights
sleeping on a mattress
With my sister
dreaming bout a mansion
Damn I should've told my dad
I love him more now he ashes
Shoulda killed my pride a little
All I can do now is cry
Tell my mama that I love her
Cuz I never know when she'll die
I be questioning God
why it had to be this way
All I wanted was my daddy
seeing his oldest son get famous
Regrets brought depression
I lost family after family to cancer
Already know it's in my genes
but I pop xanax
I can't seem to remember
the voice of my granny
I remember nights without my daddy
I remember nights
sleeping on a mattress
With my sister
dreaming bout a mansion
I remember them nights
I don't wanna rewind
It's been a minute
since I visited my dad cremate jar
Forgive me pops
just wait a lil yo son will be a star
Will we meet again in the sky
if I turn to a star
And I know u hate my mama
but I'll give her every dollar
Tryna figure out my problems
I'm starting to see people
I just hope that it's my father
and I pray it's not no demons
This pain it ain't easy
for u to handle
Ashamed to go to church
cuz I be talking to the devil
I remember nights without my daddy
I remember nights
sleeping on a mattress
With my sister
dreaming bout a mansion
I remember them nights
I don't wanna rewind
I still remember them times vividly
Remember them pussy ass teachers
steady making fun of me
Asking me stupid ass questions
like boy where yo father is
So what I'm broke and
I ain't have no home
I don't care my mama pimping
Ay that's what I told that bitch
I'm on a whole nother level
Bae check out my brand new fit
I got this coat from Bottega
The colder the weather
get rock polar bear leather
Na na no I won't let up never
I remember nights without my daddy
I remember nights
sleeping on that mattress
With my sister
dreaming bout a mansion
Daddy turned to ashes