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About a decade back, you asked,
If I died would I haunt your room
I said, “Go to sleep. You wont bury me anytime soon.
I’ve tried for years, I think it’s clear that I’m immune.”
Now my hands twitch, my blood resists
The thrill of my favorite punishments
Thoughts rewind and I find an answer in the loop
If I died, I’d stand watch till someone’s god forced me to move
I’m not saying all this to get you back
No honey its just ‘cause you asked
Whenever it rains I’d watch you navigate
A minefield of things from the kitchen sink
Bowls and pots in spots the landlord ignored the leaks
While the window pane cascades in the busted gutter stream
Under your bed I’d find the jade pendant
Mixed with hairclips and tarot decks
An olive branch I bought you with my first bartending check
Watch it slowly fade on the broken chain you ripped from your neck
I’m not saying all this to get you back
No honey its just ‘cause you asked
Don’t get it wrong, I’m not trying to win you back
No it’s just ‘cause you asked
I’d watch our dog’s face turn gray
Too tired to play
One day she won’t return with you
New men. Old tears
Eviction fears
You and the mirror will conspire to move
I’d stay with your stray hairs
Keep the super scared
During repairs you demanded for years
Fresh coat of paint
Over marks you made
When none of you remains
I’d disappear
I’m not saying all this to make you come back
No honey its just ‘cause you asked
Don’t get it wrong, I’m not trying to win you back
I swear, it’s just ‘cause you asked