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I don't wanna have to lie to
everybody about how I feel
I can't eat can't sleep
I'm on my knees praying
for a miracle
It's alright what you say
Like a knife
I know you like the taste of blood
I love you I hate you
I have you I lose you
I just want someone to love
I don't wanna have to
lie to everybody
I just want a light
I wanna smoke more cigarettes
You'd think that
I like getting hurt
But I do and
I can't seem to help myself
I'm a big girl
but big girls get hurt
too and they cry
You think that I'm tough enough
But I know
when you look at me right now
That all
you see is blood
I don't wanna have to lie to
everybody about how I feel
Waves of sadness waves of grief
A river that feels like
it'll never stop running
All you can see is the loss
I know it's all over my face
I can't change I can't hide
I don't wanna have to lie to
everybody about how I feel