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I don't even have a guest room yet
How can I expect to die like that
With space that's shared and rent that's due
When it's still my turn to vacuum

I lived past my first line in the dirt
Never thought my twenties could come first
I've talked too many friends down over the phone
Not to meet up at our next milestone

Chorus
If I'm gonna be
Somebody
Deliberately alive
I want to do it right

Verse 2
I pay somebody on the internet
To talk through things I don't know how to fix
But it's all exercises in buoyancy
Not insured for the help that I need

And I give myself fat lips
Chewin' out my cheeks when I'm anxious
So I've told a few friends who say, Be gentle, kid
But that only works some of the time

Chorus
If I'm gonna be
Somebody
Deliberately alive
How do I do it right

If I'm gonna be
Somebody
Deliberately alive
How can I do it right

Outro
Not sure which one I fear worse
Going young or getting old
Guess I'll take whatever comes first
It's not like I had a say in being born
Going young or getting old
At least I'm not convinced I deserve either one anymore

Not sure which one I fear worse
Going young or getting old
Guess I'll take whatever comes first
Going young or getting old
It's not like I had a say in being born
Going young or getting old
At least I'm not convinced I deserve either one anymore

Not sure which one I fear worse
Going young or getting old
Guess I'll take whatever comes first
Going young or getting old
It's not like I had a say in being born
Going young or getting old
At least I'm not convinced I deserve either one
Not convinced I deserve either one
Not convinced I deserve either one anymore
Going young or getting old